Cicada

But  mono, right now, don't got back to me right now, I am just an evil person worst than evil The monster inside me has risen up because of those memories I am sorry I am just wishing you hug me with your eyes your voice your songs your melody your spaghetti kiss your black coffee I am in love with you so much, nothing left though I love you, mono april, 1, 2026

 I did it, again, and again. I hate it, as it hates me inside. Yeah, I know once, she said: "You have a beautiful mind and a good heart." But she left, though, "I can't do it anymore." I don't know how to recover from that. I hate my life fuck off Mono, can you just say hi to me or just hug me please I am begging I wanna go to you left everything behind left Ambon But are you willing to stay with me? at my worst at my best at my nothing I am nothing without you without your love don't leave me please I am begging you You said, "Don't die before me." But, I arleady feel dead inside me, when we broke up I am not dramatising it you know how I am, right right? Please come to me to the ocean only we know I'll be waiting for you as I told you, if it's not you, I won't you know how much I love you Geser, 1 April 2026