hujan

 

at the end,

the night,

always, the same

the morning

waking u, dying

always, the same

as I’ve been feeling and thinking

I am not that person

there’s no the one for me

always the one is leaving

and, the pain is staying

the wound is still bleeding

the smile, almost vanish

the eyes are leaving

the talk, the call, are running

through my mind like strom

like in the Arafura

I am the wave 

during the east season in Arafura

I can’t be the calm sea 

too much tears on my ocean

too much wound on my brain

too much love for you

that you left me, cause 

I love too much with all my heart

but since the 1999 my love still the same

but I am not the same, again

I am the wave during the east season in Arafura

i cant be the calm sea 

too much tears on my ocean

too much wound on my brain

I do miss you

my little mono

that stay inside of me

I do miss you

my little iko

that keep fighting for me

I do miss you

but  the east season trap me

I can’t come to you

l can’t see you

the rain of tears is blocking me

almost stop me

almost stop the time

at the end

always the same

the night

the gaze

same

4 July 2026