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Hi monito I miss you I woke up and just think about I wanna lean on your arms I love you 6, August 2026

 A short reflection First about sleep. Some love this; some need to drink a pill for this. When we were kids, we played every single day and refused to sleep in the afternoon. Some kids could play, but others needed to work to feed themselves. Even as a baby, we sometimes woke up at night while mama and papa were tired; but most of the time it was mama who was the one, because papa acted like a king instead of a papa or even a husband. Anyhow, now, as adults, we prefer to sleep more and more and more, and play more and more and more.  When we were playing as kids, the adults told us we acted like children, small creatures, and instead of playing, the kids should go to bed. Now, as an adult, I cannot sleep very well because of nightmares since my childhood, the fight-or-flight-freeze response, and most of the time I fought in that war. I was jealous of others’ childhoods and how they were able to sleep for 6 hours without waking up, without having so many complex nightmares. I ...