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 Life has not been up and down to me

Sometimes it's heavy, most of the time is heavy actually

Waking up is hard

Sleeping at night is harder, too

My brain is flooding with too much emotion

and unwanted memories

i keep repeat the path of my past

sometimes I want crush some

sometimes I want crush my self too

I just wanna walk along the beach

while holding hands

with someone that stay in storm and calm

in pain and happiness

in life

with me

no matter what

but

yeah

I don't know

I am tired though of my life

I wanna stop the time

I wanna sleep but wake in the ocean

I wanna breath in without having flashbacks

I wanna do that and this

but with you

Geser, 2 April 2026