Today, tonight, last morning, during lunch,

I do miss her

but I don't know

maybe love is not for me

as people that loved 

have left

I am just sad

I am not okay

But okaylah

That's life for me

not to be loved

or maybe to be loved

but not together

just alone from a distance

but if you ever read this

please know, amor

I want you to stay

I need you

I am still surviving

but I am afraid of the nightmares

without you

Ambon, 12 November 2025