As you walk through the time

the one that loved you

will be just like the time

slowly but surely

she's gone and forgetting the moment

As you deep pray for her

That is just how you feel

Maybe it is unfair

Maybe it is fair

i don't know the answer

even myself don't understand it

as you grow and blueing

that it just life

since you were a kid

people have left you

no one can understand you

no one to hug you

that is fine too

it is okay to feel sad

it is okay to feel lonely

it is okay to feel abandonment

kesendirian tidak membaik

aku belajar tumbuh dengan sendiri

menjadi air yang mengaliri

sungai-sungai

yang tenang dan dahaga

aku ingin mencintaiku

dengan kesenangan

dan kehangatan

seperti air jatuh di pagi

ketika dingin menumbuhi tubuh

dan tak ada yang memeluk ku

mungkin cinta bukan untuk ku

mungkin aku harusnya tidak dilahirkan

mungkin aku harusnya berakhir

ya sudahlah,

hidup memang begini

menyerah saja

Ambon, 26 Agustus 2025