hujan

 I do miss you

and I don't regret to ever and still love you

I was treating you not very well

as you deserve

but I don't regret my love to you

I know that my love is till for you

still

one day,

when I am becoming still

calm, and having peace

I hope you beside me

sleep in my arms

and protecting each other from every nightmares

but also from every separations

and I believe the ocean connect us

even we don't talk directly

but my words and prayers

I send through the beach and the wave

is sending and bringin my feeling

and love to youu

I am sorry for making you cry and anxious

especially, crossing your boundaries

I love youu, my ocean

Ambon, 17 January 2026